Bheed

I am not mad at you because all the time you made me to face troubles, i am angry with you because everytime i looked back no one was there.

people say you take care of everything, i took care of mine, everytime i fell down i stand up again by my own, but i needed to talk to someone i needed your loving hand but all i got is your scolding

did i ask a lot?

like the difficulty i am facing right now, i have already faced a lot in past and you know that but everytime i came out with more courage, thinking that you love me but this time you took my life from me.

i tried my best to get her but again its you, i know you do not love me but now i hate you the most, till now you have not done any favour to me but today i promise i myself will not take anything from you, i better face difficulties but i will not accept anything from you because now i feel problems and difficulties are my best friends, they are going to be there with me always so i don't need you, i never asked question "why you did this to me?"

all i asked was your helping hand, i wanted you to at least hear me out but no more from now on i will never ask for anything from you.
i can live by my own.

i don't need anyone anymore.

now even if you make me fall thousand times, i will be back without anyones help, everytime i will take birth from my own ashes like a PHEONIX, i will heal by myself, now you will long to help me but i will never accept your help and will keep coming back everytime.

hahahaaaaaaaaaaa