Just wanna say...
I know everytime, i do something silly and make you angry, so don't take this otherwise.
I just wanna say that tum jahan bhi raho, jiske saanth bhi raho khush raho.
I just wanna see you happy, though you never gave me oppertunity to express my love and thats completely fine.
As 3-4 years down the line i just wanna see you happy, smiling, playing with kids thats all, thats my only wish it really doesn't matter if you are with Nik or someone else. I just wanna see you smiling, completing your MBA and working for a good firm or may be your own, i wanna see confidence on your face.
Everything i said just to make sure you be fine in future as Closing eyes cannot stop the storm heading your way, it will just gives you comfert for a while, but when it hits everything blows away, So its better to prepare for everything well in advance, that is the only reason i asked you to be sure about everything that Nik loves you and loves you enough that he can take care of you till you get old, as i just don't wanna see you hurt.
As you already know my dad is waiting for your bio-data, so i don't know how long i can fool him, some day or the other he will know and that day even after my reluctance i will not be able to say No as he has already done the most difficult thing for me, now i cannot ask anything for me, suppose after knowing all this if anything goes wrong with you then? then i will hate myself most. Till now everytime i have tried to keep my word despite all difficulties, but your decision has left me between my family and me, as if i listen to my family i am bitraying myself and if i am listening to myself i will be bitraying my family but i have to take decision no matter what i loose though in both cases i will be hurt and mostly i'll be taking decision in favour of my family as they have already showed respect for my decision by saying Yes for you, so this time i will not be in any position to say anything and for that i have to say goodbye to myself the person you know, but you don't worry, my only concern is you go fine whether its Nik or someone else.
Its true that i was greedy for a while and thought it could be you and me, but i just wanted to face all the difficulties for you, always wanted to see you the way, i left you in Pune, and i am sorry for all this.
I just wanna say that tum jahan bhi raho, jiske saanth bhi raho khush raho.
I just wanna see you happy, though you never gave me oppertunity to express my love and thats completely fine.
As 3-4 years down the line i just wanna see you happy, smiling, playing with kids thats all, thats my only wish it really doesn't matter if you are with Nik or someone else. I just wanna see you smiling, completing your MBA and working for a good firm or may be your own, i wanna see confidence on your face.
Everything i said just to make sure you be fine in future as Closing eyes cannot stop the storm heading your way, it will just gives you comfert for a while, but when it hits everything blows away, So its better to prepare for everything well in advance, that is the only reason i asked you to be sure about everything that Nik loves you and loves you enough that he can take care of you till you get old, as i just don't wanna see you hurt.
As you already know my dad is waiting for your bio-data, so i don't know how long i can fool him, some day or the other he will know and that day even after my reluctance i will not be able to say No as he has already done the most difficult thing for me, now i cannot ask anything for me, suppose after knowing all this if anything goes wrong with you then? then i will hate myself most. Till now everytime i have tried to keep my word despite all difficulties, but your decision has left me between my family and me, as if i listen to my family i am bitraying myself and if i am listening to myself i will be bitraying my family but i have to take decision no matter what i loose though in both cases i will be hurt and mostly i'll be taking decision in favour of my family as they have already showed respect for my decision by saying Yes for you, so this time i will not be in any position to say anything and for that i have to say goodbye to myself the person you know, but you don't worry, my only concern is you go fine whether its Nik or someone else.
Its true that i was greedy for a while and thought it could be you and me, but i just wanted to face all the difficulties for you, always wanted to see you the way, i left you in Pune, and i am sorry for all this.
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